Early mornings

Harro:P!

nice of you to drop by:).

I've been waking up before 6 every morning to go running starting from Tuesday morning.
I know I've said that I continued running again before my trip to KL but I had to to stop:\.
+ the weather was really bad whenever it came to evening time.
and so I decided since KK normally starts pouring around evening might as well go for early morning jogs:]!
& lucky me cause it was raining heavily at around 3p.m something or so? so the weather is a little gloomy.
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate waking up in the morning tho, and my laziness just sometimes gets to me and I would be stuck in a dilemma on should I actually continue sleeping in and just push my running schedule to an evening run later? or should I just get up NOW and stop being a lazy bum bum.
as awesome as it would be for me if I picked the first choice but so far I've ended up doing the latter.
I just find that my conscience will start to taunt me when I get lazy.
and basically making going back to sleep practically impossible.
so I'm force to suck it up and go.
DAMN YOU CONSCIENCE!
But I found my usual run this morning not as bad compared to the days before.
On wednesday I thought I was going to actually pass out.
cause you know those white spots you see before going out cold.
I SAW THEM:|.
one of the reason why is cause I felt this really sharp pain just below my rib cage.
It's like something was basically drilling into my lungs and no it was not a stich, therefore I couldn't breathe properly.
but after trying breathing exercises and A LOT of positive thoughts I actually manage to finish the long strech in tanjung aru beach:).

ZO MY GOD!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I feel so bummed out now, really bummed.
I just got a call from my cousin Pam from Jakarta saying my mom thought ESMOD is okay and that she have decided to send me off to study there.
the thing is after when she comes back tomorrow, I have to plan my trip to jakarta, WITHIN THIS MONTH!
and rich is coming back next Friday:(!
its cause I have to take a test, drawing and my knowledge about fashion to see what do they need to help me on when I study there.
But I want to stay till rich comes back then I'll go off, but the sooner I leave, the sooner I get to come home:\.
but we'll see, I would have to discuss it with my mom tomorrow night when she gets back.
i would be taking the international course, the one for 3 years.
well at least thats what they told me :s.
I don't even know where to start studying.
probably i'll start with the history of fashion.
A little help here, any ideas? :\

KK so far

Harro:]!

kkay has been pretty lifeless to me since I got back from KL on the 21st of April.
don't get me wrong, I love kkay..
but sometimes I just wish there are more things to do here and also, more friends.
all I've been doing these past days is waking up at 11 in the morning or 12 in the afternoon, watching movies and reading.
so far I've read about two books & currently reading my 3rd one now.
how exciting right?
I'm also working on getting some movies from my sister's house but whenever I do her golden boy is there. which I am force to face a really awkward vibe whenever I'm around him:S.
maybe its just me, but to be frank I just don't really feel as comfortable around him then I am with other family members.
I did found some things to do whenever I have nothing to do at home tho:), like yesterday.
which I kind of rearranged some stuff in room and cleaned up whatever was under my bed and organized my clothing in my cupboard by colour coordination:p.
Yes I like my some stuff organized thank you very much.
I also put away most of my stuff from high school like medals, uniforms, books and whatever that had to do with school. I really didn't think it has much use for me anymore considering I'm not in high school anymore.I don't really know what to do with my school books tho, so i guess I'm just going to recycle them.
Mom's just left for Jakarta yesterday, and I really do hope she has a good time there:).
the house just seems to be more quiet without her:\.
besides her purpose of having her vacation there shes also suppose to help me check out my a school called ESMOD for me.
Funny thing is I was suppose to leave for Jakarta in March, but look at me I'm still in kkay and its May now, Arghhh. If my mom likes the school then that is where I come in, as soon as she gets back I have to go to Jakarta to register and get my visa done and all that.. well hopefully it's going to happen THIS time.
One of my cousin has also arrived from KL yesterday, shes out now. so the only people in the house is Jjay & I.
I wish i can just call someone up without thinking are they here or not.
the only person here for now is Raymond and i feel bad disturbing him:\.
he probably is still asleep now anyway, well most likely.
I miss Arab food ALOT! i don't know why, but i think its the fact that most of their dishes just involves alot of meat:p.
I miss the shisha there too! its Gooooood..in small doses.
I guess all I can do is just suck it up and deal with my problem for now until everyone comes back in June.

But I just can't help thinking if only I have someone to share my boredom with then it won't be as boring anymore, rich, I miss you:\.

The Domain

Hello lovely:]!

so nice to see you again.

Why is it so hard to find a freakkin ATM machine around here?
they should put an ATM machine in cyberia cause the closest one is in MMU[Multinedia University]
Rich and I was suppose to go to street mall with Gavin to buy his stuff but ended up looking for an ATM machine cause Richard wanted to witdraw money from his account.
I swear, the nearest maybank was pretty much a longgggggggggg walk from street mall:|.
so in the end Gav told us to meet him in the domain.
so much for having early dinner in street mall.
Rich and I were starving.
and the ATM machines in HSBC were only meant for staffs:(.
according to the security guard..
well they say do not shoot the messenger..
but at that time I really wanted to:p.
but ah well, i guess he was just doing his job.

Anyhoos,
went to the domain and just chilled in Hamish's, haz's and Mustafah's unfurnished living room.
they ordered indian take away if i'm not wrong.
after that they went to nick's place while me and rich went to eat in Al Baraka in cyber neo.
then later we went to join them:]!

here are some photos:


Heehee:p


Ahahaha, boys will be boys!
Rafeh and Nick.


The two sisters
Vin & Kiki
One has more of the Punjabi side the other has more of the philipino side

Oh and Hamish can put out a cigarette with his tongue



A very creative way of putting out your cigarette.

Summore photos:












AWWWW




Mai, Me, Kiki & Vin


KAWAII!




Yeahyuhhhhh!BAHAHAHAHA.


sqeak sqeak.


this photo looks like some kind of ad.
Example: if you go straight edge you get ze girl:P.










Jim Careyyyyyyy! Check it outttttt!






Hamish is the professor of gangstaology:P








Rich and I posing for the camera.

Thats about it, wanted to stay longer at the domain but taxi fees as usual are doubled after 12:P.
OH! we met the stoned haji again just now.
BAHAHAHAHA.
7 riggit, ya allah:P.

i'm off:].