Freedom is sweet

FINALLY!
SPM is officially over for me.
woooooooooooooo:].

I never felt so free,
I mean like the feeling of not touching my books when I got home today was so weird.
a good kind of weird.

not only the feeling of not touching my books.. but to never ever think about my form 4 & 5 syllabus again.
even though I start my holiday a little later than usual, its actually nice to know that I don't have to worry about buying books for next year.



Right after the last paper of my exam(Commerce) I changed into my regular outing clothes.. cause after wearing MN's uniform for 5 whole years..
the last thing I want to be seen in is the uniform itself.
Got picked up by Adryz right after I reached home
&&&&&&&&&&&..
I SAW IAN IN THE CAR!
Oh how good it was to see him again,its been months..MONTHS!
I miss that boy la.

Went for lunch in little italy
why are parking spaces so hard to find in that area?
and I had my usual zuppe de marre.
while adryz the hard headed boy he is stuffed himself with a desert that had ice-cream in it when he clearly knew he was suffering from a cough.
tsk tsk tsk.
Ian however just had hot chocolate(which was so good that I ended up ordering one myself:p)
That boy needs to eat more,really he does:|.
skinny anorexic.
Gah, after saying how good it felt to be done with SPM..
they were like..
Kimmy, welcome to our world now.
I had this feeling of emptiness.
Is that normal?
oh highschool..
how much I'll miss it.



Anyway..
holidays has been getting so much better ever since I walked out the doors of the exam room at 12:25 p.m.
Oh how I miss my cousin and listening to the songs that he blast through his Toyota Fortuner speakers & the car itself.
after little Italy we went to 1 Borneo..
and french connection had 50% off sales.
Gah, I need to start saving..AGAIN.
we met up with James cause he was having his break.
walked around while checking out shops since it was Ian's first time in 1 Borneo.
came home around 5 something cause Adryz had to go to his grandparent's house to have dinner.
and Ian,well I don't know about Ian:P.
ARGH,
was suppose to be going out tonight cause apparently Adryz was being over stuffed by his grandparents during dinner?
so he didn't feel like going out.
whatever.
theres always tomorrow.
I feel a little disappointed tho, I mean to spend my first night of highschool freedom at home.
damn damn damn.
its not suppose to be this way!



ah well, my mom will be going to Labuan tomorrow and she'll staying there till the 8th of December.
which means:P..
why yes..
party at my house.
hehehehehehe.


Freedom how much more sweet can you get?
myum.


(The last time you'll ever see me in my MN[Maktab Nasional] school uniform)

Exams are my bestfriends

HAHAHAHA, no.
their not.

Man I hate exams..
VERY MUCH.
I just finished my English Literature paper today which was not that difficult but not that easy as well.
So for tomorrow I have my Art paper 2(Drawing) & English for science and technology paper 1 & 2.
Then after tomorrow I have Economics on Tuesday and Commerce on Wednesday.
SO MUCH STRESS TO LOOK FORWARD TO!
how very..how do I say this delicately..
SUCKY.
but after thatttttttt..
I swear staying home will be the last thing on my mind that day.
I feel like I'm going to burst right now.
because I have no patience:P.
AND THE SCIENCE STREAM STUDENTS ARE FINISHING TOMORROW!
DAMN THEM ALL.
DAMNNNN.
congrats to them tho,they finally get their holiday.
really I'm happy for them.
but you know that feeling of something that you want so bad and see others get it first while its left dangling right in your face.
i feel like that now.



my whole right arm is aching now..
I had to write quite alot in literature:\.
ah well, if I could wait for 5 years for this..
why not wait another 3 days?
well 6 days including the days i don't have paper.
okay so thats not helping.
BUT 6 days, better than 6 months..
right?
RIGHT?

i want my freedom now:(((.

Anticipation

1. Art
2. Economics
3. Perdagangan
4. English for science & technology
5. English literature

Some said this year's batch was luckier than last year's.
cause the tests they set for this year was not that hard.
& no I don't feel any panic at all..
ahahaha,you should've seen me last year..
I was practically panicking out of my mind just for my final exam in form 4.
My friend called Bryan said: wait till you face SPM I think you'll end up committing suicide:P.
Look BRYAN!i'm still here:P..
I miss that guy:\.

AH!and tickets are so exspendsive just to go to KL and to come back to KK.
even if its Air Asia!
I really wanted to go..
eh,dosen't matter..all that matter is that I go there during the big sale..
which is when again?

So since we're not going to KL then we'll be going to Jakarta around January perhaps?
we'll see we'll see.
I didn't even get to go to mangga dua on my last trip there cause i had no time due to the fact that I purposely wanted to go for only 2 weeks when I could have stayed a month there.
cause i miss my friends and wanted to spend time with them cause the'll be leaving to futher their studies the year after that.

Anyway..
my tai leng ong cousin Adryz is coming back this coming saturday!
I miss that guy too:P.
eyay,soon soon.
then,next tuesday the 2nd of December Ian Rai is coming back!
which is nice cause the day after he arrives..
I'LL BE DONE WITH SPM.
woooooot!woooooot!
& and we can all go out everyday of the week until we get sick of seeing one another..
which I highly doubt.


this holiday is so going to kick ass.