I will end you Toto.

So I just finished most of my assignments, all thats left now is textile.
I swear i did not get what I was seeing.
Martha actually had to help me a lot.
and in return I help her with her sewing.
Hahaha, I actually had to hold myself back in order not to assassinate my marketing lecturer.
I mean he's nice and all, really.
But he just sucks as a lecturer, really:p.
I mean come on, even my other class mates that speaks fluent Indo doesn't get what he is talking about, can you imagine Martha, Nakita and I whoe does not?
he uses a lot of Indonesian slang as well which is a big pain in the ass.
So since I've got my marketing sorted, I'm not as stressed out.
but a new Fashion Design assignment is going to start tomorrow, crap.

OH i've also finish sewing my dress shirt which doesn't look bad at all:p.
best of all is that I made it:)!
though before I sewed on the collar it looked like a blazer which looks better.
ah well, I'm going to have to cut out holes for the button to go through, wash it & iron it all by Tuesday..which isn't so much work.

In case you were wondering, the print of the shirt is a whelk shell.

OH! The current American TV show I'm really into now is nip tuck:P.
frankly, it gets dramatic each episode.
but not as bad as the bold and beautiful.
no dramatic tv show is as bad as the bold and beautiful:p.

anyway, It seems that Nakita need my help in her dress shirt.

cheers:).

This & that

Lets see.
for the past 2 weeks I've been really busy.
I'm working on making a dress shirt at my pattern drafting class.
and it actually looks really good with the whelk shell print I did!
Hahaha, a friend of mine dress shirt's print made it look like those Japanese mafia shirt.
I wanted to do floral prints at first but I thought "heh, maybe not" it'd make my shirt look like a grandma's shirt.
which I ended up being right:p, therefore I am grateful on listening to my instinct.
My Fashion Design assignment has been slowly draining the life out of me, literally.
assignments from FD always gets me pulling and all nighter.
even though the day to pass it up is still quite far but i find that i'm more relaxed if i finish it faster.
so in the end I end up coming to school in the morning feeling like a zombie most of the time.
Man, the stress is quite bad that one of my classmate dropped out.
well maybe cause she was quite left behind as well but still, I was surprised to find out she quit.
How do people just quit:s?
sure I'll grumble and whine, but quit?
HELL NO, quitting is not an option for me.
+ my mom would totally kick my ass.
wait, plus another 3 more ass kicking from my sisters.
but so far I'm doing alright.
I'm not the best in my classes, but I try to be.
Which is quite hard considering the top of the class right now is such a perfectionist :s.

but i did improve when it came to neatness of my work. It may sound easy to keep your work clean, not for me though. It's hard doing that with hands that sweat, and I mean REALLY sweat. therefore every time i work on my assignments I'd have to wear plastic gloves. specially for drawing, colouring, and gluing. Which is a big pain in the ass cause I like the feeling of paper when I draw and colour. Gluing however I don't mind, it makes my hands go all slippery.
You really don't want to know how it feels like for your hands to sweat like crazy, it's damn annoying. OH! another thing to state, I really wanna go back to KK for Chinese New Year.
I got my fingers crossed for this, even though I guess most of the people in KK would be gone by then:/.
But theres still other things I miss like my mom, my sister, my room and THE FOOD! If it wasn't for these pack lunch I keep bringing to school, I reckon I'd have diabetes.
Damn you Indonesian food, it's nice & all.. but in small doses.
AHH, I WANT SOME KON LAU MIEN MAN! and zhu nyuk pau:/.

2010

Hey! so happy new year everyone:D!

my new year went great actually.
Spent it in a place that is to die for.
the place had a great view of the sea.

In the end, the fun doesn't last cause I had to go back to Jakarta.
I was sad:/, I had to leave all my friends behind including Richard:(.
I miss that bugger and my friends very much.
It broke me to leave kkay.
it sucks when classes for me starts early, which only makes my summer start only in July.
I don't get to see everyone who studies in Australia:(!
Now that I'm back in Jakarta, its back to lonely nights, oily food, hotter weather, polluted air, assignments, & Traffic jams.
On the other had I did looked forward to going back to uni, but didn't really looked forward to getting back to the assignments.
I didn't make any new year resolutions, cause first of all their crap, second of all I can't be bothered, and third of all even if I was.. I know I won't stick to them :p.
I do have a holiday coming up around February, but I'm not sure if I can go back cause I don't know if I could afford to, and second of all what if I have loads of assignments? and third of all, I don't know if I could bare going back to kkay for such a short time knowing that I have to leave again, it hurts alot:/.
+ i just check and tickets are like RM612:S.

Speaking of which, I'm literally swimming in a pool of assignments.
Anyway, gtg.
my ride has arrived.
cheers.